A piece of me.

All you need to know.



I am complicated
As anyone could be
I am a jigsaw
A 1000 pieces of me.

Some are jagged
Some don't fit
Others don't match
And I'm missing a bit.

My pieces aren't strong
They're tattered and torn
Falling to bits
The edges are worn.

I am not a jigsaw
I am just a girl
A diamond in the rough
Not a shining pearl.

Unlike diamonds,
I am not strong
I am merely human
With 1000 things wrong.

I fake my confidence
I fall asleep crying
I act like nothings wrong
I am just good at lying.

I keep my emotions
Hidden in my head
They fester as a mental illness
Of which I dread.

I let few people in
My heart for the taking
I made a mistake
Now it is breaking.

My once dry eyes
Become a well
Within those telling eyes
The tears swell.

I have many scars
Under each one
Lies a battle lost
They can't be undone.

Not accidental
But self inflicted
It may pain me
But I'm addicted.

I need some help
I need a remedy
I need to be loved
Without them hurting me.

They always leave
I'm always broken
I have many words
So few are spoken.