Show some respect.

I don't care what I've done to upset anyone. I don't care what anyone has done to upset me. I don't care what anyone has done to anyone else. If you're pathetic enough to tell someone to commit suicide, you are a fucking low life. It does not matter what that person has done in their lives towards you or anyone else, encouraging someone to take their own life is not a joke. What happens if that's their tipping point? Sure, most people wont actually go do it, but you never know. It's not a joke. I know far too many people who have tried to do it and far to many people living with the aftermath of suicide. Please don't encourage suicide, it's such a horrible thing and you don't quite understand how horrible it is until you're the one giving it some serious thought. Please, show some respect.

The tale of a complete asshole.

To understand this story, you will need a visual to refer back to.

Here is the visual I was talking about. This house is located right across the road from my school and where I park my car. This house is also where the worlds shittiest asshole lives. I often have to use this driveway to do 3-point turns when leaving school. This guy has a problem with that. You see, I swear he sits at his window and waits for people to walk, bike or drive past so he can come out and yell. Now, lets refer to the visual. The purple dotted line is his property line, anything to the left of that is his property. Anything to the right (surrounded by the yellow line) is public property and he has no legal rights over it. The blue line is as far up the driveway as I go to do a 3-point turn. This guy doesn't understand public property. He has come out and abused me several times for using the driveway. He yells at anyone who even puts one foot on a patch of grass. He yells at people who walk on the footpath. He even yells at people who bike past on the road. This guy likes to yell. He doesn't quite understand his legal rights, or therefore lack of, over the yellow outlined patch of land. He has been known to fence off the area so no one can use it. It's a fucking footpath outside a school, for fucksake, people are going to walk past to get to and from school. People are going to use the driveway to turn as the road is too narrow. Today he abused me for doing a 3-point turn and later on in the day went mental at us as we crossed the road back to school. My friend got into an argument with him and he took down my license plate number and complained to the school. Apparently he complains a lot. They've gotten to the point where they just don't give a single fuck about what he says, they're sick of him. I can't even park outside school anymore without him giving me the deathiest death stare of all time. Probably doesn't help that once, just to spite him, I drove over the publicly owned lawn but he can't do shit about that legally. I wont stop doing 3-point turns on public property. I wont stop walking on the footpath that is there for public use. I'd love to see how he tries to enforce anything. The most he can do is yell. Until someone gets short tempered with him and actually does something to his private property, he can't do anything. I can deal with being yelled at by him, in fact, sometimes it humours me because I'm a 'fucking shithead who doesn't respect other peoples fucking property and fucking deserve all the shit coming to you, you little c*nt'. What I don't think is funny is that he has no bounds, I'm old enough to take the abuse but given the opportunity, he will yell at kids walking along the footpath and since soccer happens at the public park his property backs onto, there is a lot of children and foot traffic. So yes, that is my tale of the biggest asshole I've encountered in my life. I can't wait until he yells at a kid who has a tank dad and gets his shit dealt to him.

Clearing up some confusion.

I've made reference to people who have influenced my life in previous posts. I've never named names or singled anyone out though. My posts aren't personal attacks, don't view them that way. I've had more than one group of friends in my life, I've had all sorts of people influence my life, so it's not just one particular person or group. So please guys, calm yo tits and don't over analyse things. You make them more complicated than they are. Also, I've never said I've never had a friend or that every friend I've ever had is shit, because it's not true. I've had many friends who've done amazing things for me, but no body is perfect and shit happens. Also a quick sorry to anyone I've hurt or upset. I'm not your problem anymore. I've moved on with my life, identified problems I've caused for myself and made myself a better person who can hold healthy relationships. I'm a different person now and I'm happy this way. Peace out, girl scout.

Thank you.

To everyone who ever made fun of me, who ever made me feel like shit, spread rumours about me, called me names, abused me, was a bad friend, insulted me and ever did anything else negative towards me. Thanks for making me a stronger person. With out all your bullshit to work through, overcome and seek help with, I would never be the strong, happy young woman I am today. And now I've thanked you, you can all go to hell. But a bigger thank you to those who cared enough to ask what was wrong, didn't go behind my back and tell everyone the things I confided in you and helped me realise all the bullshit people said about me wasn't true. I'm more amazing than I'll ever give myself credit for. Finally accepting myself has made me such a happier person. Ditching all the negative people is a big step forward for me. I'm happier and more confident and more motivated to stay alive than ever before. Thank you to the people that have made me realise just how much I am valued and make me believe I'm a beautiful person in and out. You'll never know just how much I needed the positivity.